Start again, tomorrow. I'm beat.
I'll write this tonight, but I'm recording a thought right now.
I should never fall for an indesicive girl, but I love her, and I miss my best friend.
I never should've left Kristen.
I should've known better than to listen to Nina. I knew she was indecisive, but I listened to her anyway.
Now, I'm paying for it, being all alone.
Next time, I'll know better.
I wish I could unremember everything my heart's been through.
I'm finding out, it's impossible to do.
Oh, it's no use...
So I basically don't know where to begin. This weekend has been so long and so intense and so filled with emotion.
Well, my 18th birthday sucked ass. It started with a PT test and ended with a massive breakdown. Somewhere in those times, I developed an ear infection, a migraine, and a Nina telling me to give up on her.
Which was basically where I was leading this entry.
From what I can remember, it was basicly "I'm sick of lying, I don't give a shit about you."
There were 9 paragraphs about this, but I just deleted them. It's pointless.
I give up.